Another thing is that she and the authorities decided to send Hasaré home to face justice...and the phoenixes decided to bring her. Brianna reveals that there is a portal near Ditto Town that leads straight home--but unfortunately, it's rarely open, and about to close. If they go, they won't come back for a while. The phoenixes have decided to go home, a decision Ryana encouraged, but Phoenix Archer herself decides to stay in Ditto Town.
Back in the present, Ryana finishes sorting through her memories, then mutters something about possibly getting a dog, before heading out for a walk.
As it turns out, it was a good thing Ryana gave up her secret identity. After she went home, she decided to test the full extent of her... mental scarring, it really was. To her surprise, she discovered a casualty: her telepathic abilities. Apparently, it'd just been too much of a strain fighting Evelyn's... well, whatever you would call it. Obviously, they'd failed a couple of times before--they'd decided this was why Ryana had her mood swings, and Evelyn her memory lapses--but not enough to spare them. She would have to experiment to find the full extent of her telepathy, but for now, she could assume they were mostly gone.
And, to make a long story short, that meant Vanessa was, effectively, gone. Her disguise had always been a telepathic illusion, and now, she could only maintain it for a few minutes, at best. Unless she walked around in full disguise at all times--or got a wig and contacts--she couldn't pretend to be Vanessa any longer. It looked like this was good--maybe even providential--timing. Besides, she had a feeling a certain someone already knew her alter ego. The newest edition of the Dittopian Thread came out awfully quickly, considering her identity had only been public for a few minutes or so. (One of these days, Ryana was going to find this "Emily"--and she was going to find out how she figured these things out.)
However, that was far from her only concerns. The next day, the business with Hasaré came up again: this time, the authorities wanted to ask her what to do about it. Other than arranging to have the bank robbed, Hasaré's main crimes were against Ryana herself--and, given what they knew of her, her more heinous crimes were probably committed elsewhere. In the end, they came to an agreement: they would (informally) extradite Hasaré to her home town, to face justice there. All parties found it fair and their best course of action.
Just one problem: who would take Hasaré to face her trial? Their home was far, far away; Ryana couldn't name an exact distance, but the trip could easily take weeks or months. For the most part, whoever went wouldn't come back any time soon.
And that's when Brianna approached her with the news.
~*~*~
Ryana stared at her in shock. "What?!"
Brianna nodded. "It was when I turned 18. I... don't know if it was there, or if I was just drawn to it, but when the time came... there it was. A portal that lead almost directly to the phoenix enclave. I spent that week at home."
She heard it, but she couldn't believe her ears. Home...her home, the home she left so many years ago, just a gateway away? "Why didn't you tell me?"
Brianna looked down, her face starting to go red with shame. "Two reasons, actually. First of all... well, I told you at the time that I'm not really supposed to talk about what happened. I wasn't sure if that was part of it or not. And the other thing is...." She hesitated. "Well... the portal is still active--I've been checking up on it--but... it's not always open. It's only ever open for a week at a time, and I have no idea how long it'll be between openings. It's... erratic, at best." She shook her head. "It's better than walking, but it still means either a one-way, or a short trip."
Ryana sighed and nodded understandingly. She might have for a moment, but she didn't blame Brianna. She doubted this news would've made much difference, especially given what had gone on since Brianna made this discovery. Besides... it still meant she had to make a choice. After composing herself, she only needed one more detail: "Is it open now?"
Brianna nodded, but hesitantly. "It opened a while ago...almost exactly a week ago. It'll be closed within the next four hours."
"So, that means it'll still be a one-way trip." Ryana muttered; despite her attempts at control, she was still disappointed. She turned away, thinking it over and letting out a sigh. Finally, she came to her decision: "You girls still want to go home, don't you?"
Brianna seemed surprised. "What?"
"I'm not blind, Brianna, nor deaf; I've overheard you and the other two talking about it." She turned back, but despite herself, she couldn't lock eyes with her. "I know you three have wanted to go home for quite some time. But none of you could work up the nerve to ask me, so... as long as I was distracted, no one said anything about it."
Brianna shook her head. "It wasn't... just that, Ryana. We've known for a long time that you need us, just as much as we love you. We couldn't abandon you."
Ryana smiled. "I know that, Brianna, and... thank you. But, to be honest...." She shook her head. "I think the time for that has passed. I love you all so much, but I don't need you. And worse, I don't need to be a parasite who feeds off your company."
"Ryana--"
She shook her head. "No, that's exactly what I was; don't try to contradict me. It wasn't intentional, but by dragging you away from home for so long, just because I couldn't find any other companions in my travels... that's exactly what I was. And I wish I realized it sooner." She shook her head again, but this time, to dispel that subject. "But whatever may have been, I can honestly say... I don't need you the same way I used to. I've found a place to call home." She looked back into Brianna's eyes, a smile forming. "And now, you three are free to make your own decisions. And your own decision is the only thing I'll accept."
She folded her arms. "So, Brianna, you and the others have a choice... do you want to go home, or stay in Ditto Town?"
~*~*~
Ryana's only regret was having so little time to say goodbye. In the end, all three of her girls decided to go home. To her surprise, for almost an hour, she thought Anna might decide to stay. Ironic... the one who argued with her the most, the one who defiantly disobeyed her... was the most hesitant to leave her. Ryana had a bittersweet smile as she remembered the tearful hug with the girl who could be her sister. It tore her heart, but she was comforted, knowing that they would see each other again.
Things had been so quiet since the girls left. Surprisingly, Ryana found herself starved for company, and ended up going into town a lot more than normal. She was glad for the time alone, just her and her thoughts... but at times, it was just too lonely. These changes would take a while to get used to.
Sighing, Ryana shook off the last of her memories. As much as they were primarily happy, she'd been stewing in them for days--occasionally, she needed to let go. Ryana lifted her wings from their rest and wrapped them around her shoulders. She was going out for a walk--into town, through the woods...wherever. Just somewhere away from these thoughts, just a break.
As she stepped out the front door, she muttered to herself, "Maybe I should just get a dog or something...."